The virtual reality aka 'Dreams'

Disclaimer: this is not just a piece of text that is there to make me feel creative... or for you to read and forget about.. its a secret.. its my life and I have been living it for 23 years... and now I am out to explore it!!!

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its happened! .. its happened to me again today! .. and this time its left me sweating .. as i jot this down, I feel confused... is this for real? .. am i still awake?..

I dream very often, in fact everyday, and I realize that nobody pictures them so vividly as I do.. I wake up twice everyday, once in my dream.. carrying out my daily business but with a few key differences..
I enjoy more control in my dreams... I feel like a drunken kid loitering around.. a bit drowsy, I sense weightlessness... traveling a thousand miles in the blink of an eye.. on a few days I live a normal dream but on others its a festivity of colors all imbued in red (see, this is the kind of control i am talking about.. lol).. I fail to be more descriptive with words here.. because words are but tools to define what they see, not how I feel...

but the thread, the path that binds my dreams from the world you live in has always been very painful... i wake up everyday disjointing the two worlds i live in... reminding myself of the burden that I have been forced into in this world that u call real... and then i spend the whole day in deja vu!!

I know, some of you might be thinking of an astral projection... and at this point I wont disappoint my audiences... though I haven't experienced complete consciousness in my dreams, there have been times when I have known that I exist in a dream... completely free, not even scared of death.. but thats the most scary part.. what if someday I fail to differentiate!
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I am 'the other blog'

the first post of gurtu's first ever blog ended in disaster... the blog lasted a few hours... never in the history of blogging had a blog suffered such torment... in its span of ephemeral existence, few questioned its title and few others labelled it esoteric... unfortunately, most of the others couldnt even witness the spectacle...

to be honest, I completely admire those who questioned the credibility of the earlier blog (I am not permitted to name it now, i prefer calling it the 'earlier blog')... If it wasnt for them I wouldnt have come to life and since they have created me, I lie in safe hands.. I will live long..

welcome to me.
I am the other blog!!