Disclaimer: this is not just a piece of text that is there to make me feel creative... or for you to read and forget about.. its a secret.. its my life and I have been living it for 23 years... and now I am out to explore it!!!
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its happened! .. its happened to me again today! .. and this time its left me sweating .. as i jot this down, I feel confused... is this for real? .. am i still awake?..
I dream very often, in fact everyday, and I realize that nobody pictures them so vividly as I do.. I wake up twice everyday, once in my dream.. carrying out my daily business but with a few key differences..
I enjoy more control in my dreams... I feel like a drunken kid loitering around.. a bit drowsy, I sense weightlessness... traveling a thousand miles in the blink of an eye.. on a few days I live a normal dream but on others its a festivity of colors all imbued in red (see, this is the kind of control i am talking about.. lol).. I fail to be more descriptive with words here.. because words are but tools to define what they see, not how I feel...
but the thread, the path that binds my dreams from the world you live in has always been very painful... i wake up everyday disjointing the two worlds i live in... reminding myself of the burden that I have been forced into in this world that u call real... and then i spend the whole day in deja vu!!
I know, some of you might be thinking of an astral projection... and at this point I wont disappoint my audiences... though I haven't experienced complete consciousness in my dreams, there have been times when I have known that I exist in a dream... completely free, not even scared of death.. but thats the most scary part.. what if someday I fail to differentiate!
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Dont know exactly wat to say... If I speak in terms of science.... Dream is nothin but an image of ur day to day task and wat u think... Its will just mean that u spend ur day thinkin of a life which is away frm the one u actually in....And if we keep science... I will say give a damn to these dream... Urs friends of real world will push u back to reality... So chill maar :)
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